it may be like this again. Snow. Cold. Winterbeauty! The wise men say it will be this coming weekend. We shall see. I remember loving this winter when I got this coat, this beautiful blanket coat from Comme Des Garcons. I saw it on the runway and fell in love. I told someone whom I had also fallen in love with that I loved it. A month later it was delivered to me by DHL I love you! My father was still alive then, although handicapped by his stroke. I remember this winter which was a lot about spending time with him. We all did. Each one in the family taking turns, making dinner, spending precious time, precious as time is when you know it will not last forever. And I remember how beautiful I felt in my gift, my coat and how special the walk was between my house and my fathers, tracking in the wild, wearing the coat, stopping on the road to take in the beauty all around me, every little snowflake was important. That was that year, two or three years ago. Then my travelling consisted of those walks over to my dads house, with nothing else except a short trip to Paris twice a year. That was how it was for eight years as we had committed family care. I treasure those years with my dad. Now that he is no longer with us here, I still treasure those moments. My coat is looking at me now. I`m looking at my coat. Never got to America to walk the streets there with the man who gave it to me. Now I can go wherever I want to. I don`t know where or when that will be. I shall see. Meanwhile I welcome the winter beauty if and when it wants to come.